Tis the Season..

As everyone got ready to enjoy the season, she sat there.. confused on how to feel. Happy that he was ok, but afraid for what could happen. It seems that so many enjoy the season, get excited for it, family and the like... but this always seemed to be the time when she was at her worst. Maybe it was that "new Beginning" that everyone talked about, but she feared so much. But maybe the new year would bring along a new life, a busier one..

A break is what she would get... a very much needed break, a chance to regroup, Move to a new place.. and what a better time than January 1 to get things started. Something seemed to feel like it was missing, and it was him.. She knew he would be all alone on Christmas, something so important to him. As proud as everyone felt, he was still alone.

Perhaps she would start to see those things that she saw before, that just made her laugh. For some reason she had started to ignore it all. Suddenly it seemed like she had to remember what to laugh at, something that had never posed a problem before. She would work it out and everything would change again. Just like they say "Change is one thing you can count on!"

Have a safe Holiday Season Everyone!